Well, it's been 8 days. Almost exactly, actually. Because 8 days ago at this time, I was asking the midwife how much longer she thought I'd be pushing, because if it was going to be hours still, I really needed to gear myself up for it. But that's a different story, and a different post.
Greta was born at 10:08 on July 29th. 8 lbs 6 oz, which I didn't think sounded that big, until I looked it up; it's apparently between 75 and 90th percentile for weight. Also 90th percentile for head circumference and length. So a big girl. That 21 week ultrasound that pegged her at 90th percentile? Spot on, apparently. 1 lb and 4 oz bigger than her sister. I'm curious if Greta will be the tall one.
I'll give away the end to the birth story, which is that we did have a successful VBAC (though just barely). As of 2006, only 8.5% of women with a previous C-section later gave birth vaginally. That is a phenomenally low number. I know some of them are necessary or for safety reasons. I don't judge women who get c-sections, because I've been there. I just feel like it needs to be discussed more, because having been through both, I can attest to how much better it is to recover from a vaginal birth than a c-section. One week out I'm doing things that took a month to accomplish last time. In Greta's first week of life, she went to Target, a restaurant, the zoo, a county fair and the farmer's market. I realized at the end of yesterday I needed to tone it down a bit, but it's so nice to feel so much better.
If you want photos, check out my twitter feed. Actually uploading them to the computer feels a bit daunting right now. If I had posted a few days ago I would have been a bit more overwhelmed, but I now feel with it enough to say things are going pretty well. Breast feeding has been challenging, because Greta isn't much for actually sucking. We had four days without a bowel movement, lots of screaming, and a very unhappy baby. I worried about colic, or worse. But a visit to the lactation consultant confirmed she wasn't getting enough milk, despite having nursed 20 times that day. I remember a similar thing happening with MJ; I thought I was nursing so much this time that it couldn't possibly be the same, but I was wrong. So now I'm pumping and supplementing. Once we started that, she refused to nurse AT ALL for a couple days. Now we're back to nursing for a while, followed by supplementing, followed by pumping. It easily makes feeding an hour+ long process, and I'm hoping she figures it out soon, because I can't keep that up. With MJ it was easier, because my only job was to parent her. Now there are two, and spending an hour nursing one while disregarding another seems ridiculous. I'm trying to avoid going to exclusively pumping, but timewise it would make so much more sense. I just know how much pumping sucks, and how burnt out I will get with it (already am with it) in the long run.
DH's mom has been visiting for the past week, and will be here for two more weeks. The help has been wonderful. DH starts back to work in a couple days, and I'm already dreading it. Having him home has been wonderful.
As for MJ, she's adjusting well. The time away from us while we were at the hospital was hard on her; since we have no family in town, she stayed with a dear friend of ours. I think she did okay while she was away, but the meltdown when she saw us and met her sister was intense. MISSING BIG THINGS is hard, and I think she felt like she was excluded for a short time. But she loves her sister, and is always excited to give her hugs and kisses. When I asked her to help find baby's Nuk she was ecstatic to be helping. And then the rest of the time she just goes about her business. We've been trying to keep things normal for her, but I think she's feeling a bit socially withdrawn. During a normal week we go somewhere with her almost every evening, and she sees lots of friends. We've toned that down a bit and she is clearly bummed about it.
Alright, much more to say. But bedtime, and the few hours of sleep that might occur, calls.