The fridge being my brain. I feel the need to update, but can't seem to find the motivation for a full-commitment, well thought out post. So you'll get the crusty stale things that get cleaned out of my brain simply because they can't stay in there any longer. Sounds appetizing, no?
1. This pregnancy is going quickly. I judge this, somewhat, based on how little progress I've made on the nursery. I wanted to be done by 25 weeks, but I'm not even done painting the crib yet, which I've been working on for about a month now. Oy.
2. I love my pedometer. I'm pretty sure that's like saying "I love support hose", i.e. not something you're really supposed to admit. But I feel like when I get a lot of steps in it rewards me, and when I am a lazy bum it chides me. Considering all I'm really up to at present is walking, it at least keeps me moving. Good pedometer.
3. I have been trying to avoid saying I hate my job, but I kind of don't like it. I am trying to be grateful, and patient, and hope that things will get better. I love my co-workers. I think that in time it could become great, but I'm coming to realize I don't know how long that will be. As it stands now, all day, every day, I work on reports. Very long reports. For months at a time, the same report. It is often mind-numbingly boring. I know that work is not always supposed to be fun, but I have had plenty of other jobs. There are always pluses and minuses, but currently there are very few pluses. The number reason I find my motivation is that MJ is currently THRIVING at preschool and I couldn't justify keeping her home with me. So I might as well work. But once I have another? It's going to be hard to justify leaving her to go to a job I don't like very well. I know you're not supposed to say this sort of thing to the internet, because it's bound to get back to someone who it shouldn't get back to, but that's what's on my mind. Internet, are you tired of hearing me complain about my various jobs yet? Because there's been a lot of that this year, I hope it will end soon.
4. Yes, MJ is thriving. Her teacher is AMAZING. While I didn't come up with this description, her teacher reminds me of a very gentle and kind Mary Poppins with flaming red hair. Every day I drop her off or pick her up they are doing something that looks joyous and educational. They are pretending to be airplanes. Or learning about caterpillars, followed by a snack of everything the hungry caterpillar eats. They have butterfly cocoons in their classroom. They are always reading. They are always learning and it seems every bit of fun has a lesson couched within it. I think MJ is in love. She has become better at sharing, she has learned new things that she comes home and tells me and she enjoys every moment of it. I realize "school" isn't necessary at 2 1/2, but the strides I see her taking make me question that. At least for her, I know the right thing is not for her to stay home with me.
5. I am psyched that my discovery of insoles for my shoes has cured me of back pain. But I'm little perplexed about summer footwear. I've been wearing Tom's without socks, and now my shoes just stink. But I can't put insoles into sandals. ::dilemma::
6. My husband has been amazing lately. So helpful, so present. It has brought much peace to our household.
7. There are so many things I'm trying to fit in before the baby comes. As much friend time as possible, because I feel like we'll be house bound without much social life for a long time. Lots of cooking, because I found it near impossible when MJ came along (particularly once she was mobile.)
8. Some of my favorite recipes from this last week:
9. It's intriguing to me how the more interesting my daughter becomes the less I have to say about her. It's almost like words can no longer capture the person she's become so often I don't even try. Pictures probably do a better job. I am so proud of her, which is a feeling I haven't really had until recently. She is compassionate with other children, and (usually) when she does something to upset someone she will feel awful about it and start crying herself. She is independent and feisty, and prefers to do everything by herself that she possibly can. She's not violent, she's good at sharing and she's curious about everything around her. Granted, she's 2, so none of these are all encompassing adjectives. But, in my limited experience with 2 year olds, she seems to be doing well at these things (not that I'm biased or anything). And I guess I'm proud of her because I see her figuring these things out for herself. We've played some role, I'm sure, through parenting, but I see her making most of these strides on her own. It's kind of hard to have such an independent 2 year old, but it's so fascinating to watch what she's capable of already.
10. MJ had her first dentist visit today. As I suspected, it was mostly a waste of time. But I guess now it's a little more familiar, so should she ever need to visit she might do better? She let them stick their hands in there and polish a bit, which I guess is all you can expect of a 2 year old. She was interested in it all, but after about 10 minutes was too antsy to sit in the chair and could only think about the playground I had promised her after. All in all, a fairly uneventful milestone in her young life. 20 teeth, no signs of cavities.
10. My fridge is exhausted. It's not really clean, but I guess the things that had to be taken out were.